Right now I feel like a caged bird. Trapped inside a cage with no way out. The feeling of being held back or unable to move is painful. Trying to express how you truly feel while you are stuck in a place where you don't know how and when you will make it out is extremely hard. I have lived my life trying to please everyone but...myself. I have watched myself put a smile on everyone's face but my own. It's coming to a point where I don't know what I want or how to just please me. I just want to be set free. Feeling like a bird trapped in a cage while everyone stops and stares at me. My loud cries for help are being mistaken for a beautiful song. I just want to be set free. Being stuck inside of a mental cage has turned me into someone I do not know. I just want to be free so I can fly, fly, fly...
I am so misunderstood. I can't express myself. I feel stuck. I have held in my pain that now it's started to take over who I truly am. From the outside looking in it seems to be that I have it all together but deep down inside I am a mess. Trapped inside a body that doesn't feel like mine. I just want to be free. Let go of my fears and just take a leap of faith. No more pleasing others. It time to please myself. If it makes you uncomfortable , oh well. Well behaved women seldom make history...
