Monday, February 9, 2015

Lesson Learned


We all have had that one guy who everyone around you knew was wrong for you but YOU. I could go down a list of all the WRONG ones who I had to kick to the curve. Through all of my heartaches I was able to learn the lessons from all of the pain. Now this post I was going to keep to myself but...my friends insisted I had to post it lol. So here it goes..

I have to come to terms that we will never be. I have to tell myself it’s over, so I can move on. It hurt but it didn’t kill me. Add this to the lessons. I am better than my mistakes. Yes, falling for someone who I knew was dealing with someone else was my downfall. I made that mistake and I own it. I knew deep down this would be the outcome but I decided living in the moment was better at that time. If I could go back and change anything, I wouldn’t. I needed to be broken down this time. I didn't learn my lesson the first time and clearly the 2nd time around I have. All I can truly say now is thank you. Thank you for the lesson you taught me. Thank you for getting me out in time. Thank you for not giving up on me. He was not for me and I finally see it.  You see what he did hurt me but the outcome doesn’t make me. I am not my mistakes...
 

Dear ****,
 
Thank you. Thank you for showing me what I do NOT want in a man. You treated me like pure shit and I accepted it for over 2 years. With your lies and sneaky ways, I gave you way more than you deserved. I respected you enough to always be honest with you but clearly you never respected me. I see you oh so happy right now, engaged and that's great but does she know that while you were with her..you were with me? Of course she doesn't...I could go on for days on the crazy shit you did. So let me reiterate, you showed me what I did not deserve. You will reap what you sow. Karma is a cold bitch! 
Sincerely
The wrong ONE
 

Have you ever listened to a song and it described exactly how you were feeling at that time? Just press play..

Alicia Keys Ft. John Mayer - Lesson Learned



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